Lady Gaga makes her videos events. Here is her new one, “Marry the Night.” It’s almost 14 minutes long and it takes forever for the actual song to kick in because the whole first part is a film of sorts where she does her very best Gaga and talks about a bedazzler.

This is the first clip Gaga’s directed herself, so it makes sense that it’s maybe a little more indulgent than usual, but it all comes together by the end.

If you’re curious about Gaga’s motivations, you can hear her talk about that in an interview about the clip, too. Watch the official “Marry the Night” video above.